The truth is I love being alive. And I love feeling free. So if I can't have those things then I feel like a caged animal and I'd rather not be in a cage. I'd rather be dead. And it's real simple. And I think it's not that uncommon.
I know I present myself as many things, I'm very sexual, yet I've always been monogamous,and make jokes just for the fun but, I feel both masculine and feminine I understand that side of men that encompasses the lone person. I have the restless spirit of a man.
That’s the reason we kind of exist. Its like our job. To give to each other. And learn from each other. To capture the moments of people. So, I find it really strange to have somebody ignore the obvious human being right in front of them.
“If being sane is thinking there's something wrong with being different, then I'd rather be completely fucking mental"
So i broke down on the highway around 11ish last night. I was okay with it though. It was a good excuse to sit in my car in complete quiet befor i got home and had to do things ide rather put off. It was just cold and winter like, and i sang a song and left a messege on someones machine..
Okay why would i even ask the clerk a question like that?.. Of coures i didnt feel cool! haha.. and wait.. what was the point? oOoo.. i am so doing dance again after this shakespear thing. Or mabye not.. hmm.. we will see.
Oh and like, I like wierd guys. The more insane the more they can keep up with me i guess.. i dont know what it is. but either way it dosent work so nevermind.
whatever this is is good