TALA (jasmine3) wrote,
TALA
jasmine3

dumb fly one my window, but its pretty outside

So what has happened between now and when i left to san fransisco? Well... I have had an easy year so far and just fun things. Yay franco just called and he gets done with dance soon so were going to portland. So i actually better get going soon, but i am just thankful for how my life has slowed down and not been so much like and emotional ride through my lonly hell.
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So what has happened between now and when i left to san fransisco? Well... I have had an easy year so far and just fun things. Yay franco just called and he gets done with dance soon so were going to portland. So i actually better get going soon, but i am just thankful for how my life has slowed down and not been so much like and emotional ride through my lonly hell. <hmmm.. yea thats a good way to explain it> but it has been simple, and i dont want more. Jordyn calls me and wants to take me out latly, but i cant seem to call him back even if thats all he wants. I must be scared, or mabye im just happy and i want to stay here.
aaron took me out last sun night. he showed me some of his new songs and i cant beleive how beautiful they are, and i love him. but i dont want to even talk to him.
I dont feel scared but if i dont want to date or if i dont want to actually like someone. I must be.

But really i could care less because i dont feel lonly and i am happy. I feel like i am spending my life well right now. Franco took me to red hot chillie peppers last mon night as a birthday present because it was my birthday last week. There was a surprise party thing at my house last sat when i came home from rehersal and all my family and just close friends were there. I almost cried because i was so glad to see my whole family, it was sad that kate wasnt there, but that was also one of the reasons why i loved having my family there. So yea i am 18 now. I can get married and go to jail!! okay well i think i better go get dressed or something. okay bi
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